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Baby lust
Saturday, Jan. 17, 2004, 3:37 pm

Just got back from a three day roadtrip down yonder to see the baby. Well, the whole family, but mostly the baby. She's byooooootiful. No, really. She is. See for yourself.

Such a little snuggler, too. My gosh, has it really been almost 4 years since B was born? I can't tell you how strange yet familiar it was holding a newborn baby again. You forget. You really do. You forget how little they are, and while you're in the midst of it, you can't fathom they'll ever be any bigger. No matter how much they're growing, you just don't get it. That they won't be babies forever. And then one day you can't remember them even being babies. It all goes so fast. It goes way too fast.

I'm having baby lust. Again, yes, I know. It's constant. And highly improbable that I'll ever have another baby, but I think about it. You know, and except for that daycare thing, and the whole paying for college thing, two really wouldn't be that much more expensive than one. Maybe that first one wouldn't get as much stuff as she does now, but that might be a good thing anyway.

Ah, it's highly improbable. But I can't help wondering about it.

So, one more parting shot for you, just in case there was any question that this is a beautiful baby:

You can almost smell her through the picture, can't you?


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